permanent end

We all are explorers on the great sea of life. We search and we hunt for our pleasure. Some adventures are fruitful, and some disappoint.
But, few find a gem they can treasure. Each step made me stronger, each test made me wiser. So on my long walk, I grew...

Disillusioned? hm...I stand motionless, like stone. On the crest of a hill looking out.
Over the cold gray world..Rain pounding my head and body..

When all goes wrong, and my life runs amok, I think of you, and I get unstuck. In the midst of chaos, you make my heart sing. You’re my peace, my happiness, my everything.....

Maybe, I am only a dreamer, a sentinel..Lost on this hill, a cold gray memory.
Only alive in my dreams, a wish. Of what could, but will never be.................